Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Poem 6

You sit there staring at me
and as the seconds pass
I'm getting more confused.
What's behind your beautiful brown eyes
that's got me so scared?
Why can't I tell you how I feel?
How I want to be beside you
through whatever happens
and how I want to trust you.
What's in your eyes that has me so shaken
that whenever I look into them
everything I'd been thinking crumbles
and I forget what I'm going to say?
What is it about your eyes that makes
me want to stay beside you forever
no matter how mad you make me?
And what is it about you that has me
falling for you without knowing
if you'll be there to catch me?

Poem 5

You started walking
Well, walk away.
Don't look back.
I have nothing left to say to you.
I'm empty and alone.
I have nothing left to call my own.
Just the memory of you...
a stain on my heart
One thousand staples where you tore me apart.

Poem 4

I've been holding on tonight
to the memory of a dream
I lived a long time ago
wanting to see your smile
knowing that it's my heart you'll break.
I can't let go of you even if I wanted to.

Who am I?

pale porcelain doll
in a plastic cage
living in a world where
nothing ever changes.
no one notices, no one cares
that I'm alone
behind a plastic window
with painted on ruby red lips
is a girl who loves a boy
who can't love her back.

Poem 2

Tell me, love...
Is it all a lie?
This grand illusion I have been hiding behind...
The painted faces and crooked smiles...
Fingers intertwined; tender kisses on the lips.
Is this all a lie?
Can a reflection tell you what is on the inside?

Poem 1

When the lights go out
and I am all alone,
It's you I think about.
The moon is out and the stars shine bright,
but the tears still fall because I am alone tonight.

Introduction...

So, I have had this blog for over 2 years and haven't done anything with it. I think I will post my old journal from high school into this. Enjoy!